Discoveries in daily living

There is so much to be grateful for. Because of the urgency of many things we miss living in the moment. I have chosen to say YES to life. Yes to God's purpose for my very existence. This is it, this is all I have, the moment I live right now, not yesterday, not tomorrow. Hello world and hello today, the very place and time My Creator has set me in. It's fascinating to see how many things were missed in the rush of accomplishments and urgencies.

Monday, December 28, 2009

Eyes wide open

Ever get tired trying to figure it all out? looking for solutions? can't find peace without a plan? I did learn something today. Fear keeps me stuck in motion. spinning in circles and getting nowhere. doubting everything. believing little.. Moving forward will require a first step. it may be the wrong direction but the option is staying exactly as is!! which is NOT working. choose to stay disgustingly stuck or fearfully forward? for now, it will be forward...... today was the thought of what tomorrow will begin. moving from fear to adventurous.. anxious to see what tomorrow will bring.
Made the first decisions today, changes in the career. thank you Lord for the gifts You send. The people connected for the good of this world. baby steps is all i can take for now but lots of baby steps is still moving forward as long as i dont look down and realize i am moving and fall back. First is to acknowledge a problem, brave enough to feel emotions and see with eyes wide open, then desire to find alternatives and set limits. such simple things that shouldnt be so hard to understand.
Lord with your guidance I can do this. help me to discover what you have created within me. more than that help me to trust what is within. to follow the wispers of Your voice. to feel the calm internally.inhale life and exhale death. inhale purity and exhale poison. inhale love and exhale hurt. remember love, forget pain. these things i can only do through YOU. as today comes to a close grant me rest and energy for the adventures of tomorrow. help me to look within for desires from above.

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