movin forward

I am realizing how long it has been since I added any new post. I am glad to report that my journey has continued moving forward. This year has been one of enlightenment, wisdom, knowledge, fulfillment and wholeness. These gifts came through much darkness, a right of passage. Much of the time was spent in what I will describe as marinating. I had no doubts of faith, God's love, forgiveness or mercy. I was very secure in this presence and knew I was being led into something great, yet unknown. The biggest change came when I tried to control things or figure them out with my own knowledge. I would become extremely tired and confused when I attempted to move forward too quickly. I began to trust timing more than ever before and came to know patience. Then I noticed I was less anxious about making decisions and trying to hurry things along.

I have become aware of my emotions, thoughts, and feelings within my mind and within my soul. I realize that much of my confusion comes from the mind as it tries to understand the spirit within. The mind can't understand the relationship between soul and spirit. Spiritual living is not something the mind can comprehend, one must seek God for this fulfillment and understanding.

My absolute best moments are when I know I am completely in God's will. I possess peace, clarity, fulfillment, joy, understanding and His love fills my open heart. I can feel His love radiate through every part of me. These are the days that leave me most satisfied in who I truly am. These are the days that I feel only compassion, understanding, forgiveness and love. I have no desire to be anything other than the person God created me to be. And I only want to accomplish what I have been destined to become.